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block begins with a tight start for some last minute study before maths b comes knocking me out with a dead fish o_o (bb06) . i realli got to start revising some maths. tomorrow maths exam. i truly hope i do well because last exam was just a dissapointment especially when it was easy. well for everyone else.

i miss my baby loanie. shes too caught up with her assignments and exams. omg baby im so glad u got it all done. and now our maths to conquer then i have u all to myself. we must talk. last 5 days has been so crazy. so much emotions. i know u know where im at now but i also know u still cant get ur head around the whole ordeal.

i only have three exams thank goodness.

thursday- maths B
Friday- Earth Science
Monday- Health Ed

then i have two appointments with my art and tad teachers.

next semester is going to be crazy. i've taken up bom and economics. kinda excited actually. so apparently we're going to dreamworld for tad next term. exciting huh.

this morning i woke up at  0900hr. didnt want to open my world yet so i stayed inside my room and took out my journal. re-read the last few entries. actually read all my entries. reminisced about it all. wrote a few new things. then i took out my old journal from grade 7-10 . flipped through it and saw a picture from last year. woe was it crazy. all these memories flooding back. kinda felt sad that things turned out so bad for me. but hey im so happy now and im glad that things happened the way they did to bring me here today. n then i saw my entry about sydney. then about vi. i miss u girl. i checked my fone and saw loanies msg. then i got a call from anhlinh n then Le and then msg from my sister asking for her leathers. sorri wendy i aint going skool today. changed my mind. it got to 12 so i decided to get up and do some work. but first eat. n then blog . so here i am now.

i wonder what ur doing now. miss u :)

maths b.

just got home from work it was busy today but it cleared out at 1900hr strange or strange? its extremely cold. but im liking it.

i went to indro today with the girls. it was alright. didnt get much. shopping was such a dissapointment today. complete dissapointment. everything iwanted was not in my size. #$%%&^&* but now i got something new on my list. bardot denim skinnies. sexing i think.

and why do i feel as if i've lost a friend

i think im a bitch. a heartless bitch. what is wrong with me. someone come and slap some humane sense in me. please. i think thats the first step. acceptiong the problem.

*big fatastic sigh

 

very windy day today. like O M G. went outside to hang some clothes. and it was freeeezing. *shivers.

what did i get myself into again. i always manage to get myself in the worst situations. i dont follow my brain or my instincts. i just friggin. i follow who knows what. but wateva it is it got me here. again. but this time. its . its less innocent. not even she can see thisi one through. no one can. except my true friends. the ones who understand i guess. lets hope shes a real friend. fingers crossed baby.  shes gonna get cut at me. *sigh,

freaking out baby. like freaking out. my hands are cold =[

FREAKING OUT

did nothing all day . but still satisfied i reckon. im a happy girl. =] better today. this whole week has been a hole.